I know I am now fully prepared to leave.
I know I have accepted unequivocally that that my marriage is over.
I know I am committed completely to getting out.
I don’t know how to make it not hurt when my husband walks in the door from work and doesn’t acknowledg me. Say hello or give me a kiss.
I don’t know how not to feel a sting of pain when he goes to bed with out saying good night.
I don’t know how to not notice every morning when he walks out the door without giving me a good-bye kiss.
I’ve learned to stop expecting anything from him.
I really have.
I just don’t know how to learn to stop making it hurt.